*-*This Is My Thoughts and Feelings*-*

10:24pm: Lyrics
IT'S SO HARD TO SAY GOODBYE TO YESTERDAY**
Boyz II Men

How do I say goodbye to what we had?
The good times that made us laugh
Outweighed the bad.
I thought we'd get to see forever
But forever's gone away
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

I don't know where this road
Is going to lead.
All I know is where we've been
And what we've been through
If we get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth the wait
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday



I'LL MAKE LOVE TO YOU**
Boyz II Men

Close your eyes, make a wish
And blow out the candlelight
For tonight is just your night
We're gonna celebrate, all thru the night
Pour the wine, light the fire
Girl your wish is my command
I submit II your demands
I'll do anything, girl you need only ask

CHORUS:
I'll make love II you
Like you want me II
And I'll hold you tight
Baby all thru the night
I'll make love II you
When you want me II
And I will not let go
Till you tell me II

Girl relax, lets go slow
I ain't got nowhere II go
I'm just gonna concentrate on you
Girl are you ready, it's gonna be a long night
Throw your clothes on the floor
I'm gonna take my clothes off too
I made plans II be with you
Girl whatever you ask me, you know I'll do

REPEAT CHORUS.

Baby tonight is just your night
And I will do you right
Just make a wish on your night
Anything that you ask
I will give you the love of your life.

REPEAT CHORUS.


Foolish"
Ashanti

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Baby I don't know why ya treatin me so bad
You said you love me, no one above me
And I was all you had
And though my heart is eating for ya
I can't stop crying
I don't know how
I allow you to treat me this way and still i stay

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Baby I don't know why ya wanna do me wrong
See when I'm home, I'm all alone
And you are always gone
And boy, you kno I really love you
I can't deny
I can't see how you could bring me to so many tears after all these years

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

I trusted you, I trusted you
So sad, so sad
what love will make you do
all the things that we accept
be the things that we regret
too all of my ladies (ladies) feel me
c'mon sing wit me
See, when I get the strength to leave
You always tell me that you need me
And I'm weak cause I believe you
And I'm mad because I love you
So I stop and think that maybe
You can learn to appreciate me
Then it all remains the same that
You ain't never gonna change
(never gonna change, never gonna change)
See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
Butm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Baby why you hurt me leave me and desert me
Boy I gave you all my heart
And all you do is tear it up
Looking out my window
Knowing that I should go
Even when I pack my bags
This something always hold me back


"Outside"**
Staind

And you
Bring me to my knees
Again
All the times
That I could beg you please
In vain
All the times
That I felt insecure
For you
But I leave
My burdens at the door

But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside your ugly
Your ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All the times
That I felt like this won't end
Was for you
And I taste
What I could never have
It's from you
All the times
That I've tried
My intentions
Full of pride
But I waste
More time than anyone

But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside your ugly
Your ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All the times
That I've cried
All this wasted
It's all inside
And I feel
All this pain
Stuffed it down
It's back again
And I lie
Here in bed
All alone
I can't mend
But I feel
Tomorrow wil be OK

But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside your ugly
Your ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

4:45pm: *~Today~*
Well I hung out with Josh today.... *lol* had lots of fun... we got rained on.... which is actually pretty funny... went hiking in the rain, stood under a tree um.... listened to ludacris over and over *lol*... I actually got away from home with someone other than my parents... *lol* thankx josh I needed that...*hee*hee* I had a lot of fun... Hope to go hiking again when it isn't raining.... dude that sucked as soon as we got there it started raining...well after I came back home... Me and Mom went to get my brother from the driving school went to burger king and went to get kellie chris's girlfriend then other than that well we came home and I got online.. well I am going to get outta here... later...
Desirea


**-luv alwayz-**

Current Mood: happy

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10th June 2004

11:55pm: My Random Survey??

What is your name?:	Desirea
How many children do you have?:	none
How many do you want?:	none at the moment
Do you want to have any at all?:	yeah
Do you plan on getting married, or just having a life time boyfriend?:	Married
Do you take a lot of these surveys?:	sometimes
Do you enjoy them?:	yeah
Do you have a life at all?:	not really
Do you like to party?:	yeah
Do you have mostly girl or guy friends?:	girl
Do you have any friends of the opposite sex?:	yeah
What do you do when you get really bored?:	take quizes
Do you drive around and waste gas like everyone else does?:	I don't drive
Do you hate the town that you live in?:	yeah
Do you still live with your parents or one of them?:	both
Do you consider yourself a loser?:	no
Has anyone ever called you a loser?:	yeah just joking tho
Do you watch scary movies?:	yeah
What do you think about The Exorcist?:	awesome
Does that movie scare the living shit out of you?:	no i think it is funny
Do you own any good movies?:	yeah
If so, what good movies do you own?:	Rush Hour, Sling Blade
Those aren't good movies.:	so what
What is your favorite color?:	blue
What is your least favorite color?:	pink
Do you curse a lot?:	well yeah but i wish i could break the habit
If so, would you change that?:	yeah
If you won a million dollars, what would you buy?:	A CAR
Where do you work?:	I don't
Do you do any drugs at all?:	no
Would you ever become a nurse?:	maybe
Have you ever saved anyones life?:	yeah
If so, who?:	a cat
If you could go anywhere in the entire world, where would you go?:	Flordia
Who would you take with you?:	Josh and Alicia
Who is your best friend?:	Alicia
Would you kill anyone for them?:	yeah totally
How did you meet that friend of yours?:	We are Cousins
If you could change one thing about your life, what would it be?:	My Neighborhood
Do you even like your life?:	sometimes
What is the best thing in your life right now?:	My Friends and Family
What is your favorite drink?:	Dr.Pepper
What is your favorite book?:	dunno
Do you even like to read?:	no
Did I ask you that already?:	no
Do you own Mosby's Dictionary?:	no
Do you own any dictionary?:	no
Are you a Jew?:	no
Do you have any Jew friends?:	no
If so, how many?:	.....
Do you like Jews?:	dunno
If not, then why?:	.....
If so, then why?:	......
What color is your computer?:	gray/white
What kind of computer do you have?:	hp pavilion
Do you really even care?:	no
Are you bored yet?:	yeah
Is t his survey too long?:	no
Do your fingers hurt yet?:	no
What do you usually sleep in?:	CLOTHES
Do you listen to the radio?:	yeah who doesn't
What is the name of the station?:	943,949,955,959,1021,1015
Do you think George Strait is straight or gay?:	Straight
Do you like Enya at all?:	dunno
Do you even know who that is?:	no
Do you think Krista Allen is hott or not?:	no
Do you think Justin Timberlink is hott or not?:	no
What does your mouse pad look like?:	its blue
What does it say?:	nothing
What is on your dest right now?:	fingernail polish
It your desk dirty or clean?:	dirty lol
Are you a clean or dirty person?:	clean
How often do you take baths?:	everyday
How many times a day do you brush your teeth?:	everyday
Do you floss?:	no
Do you like candles?:	yeah
Briefs or boxers?:	...... neither
Do you dig love stories?:	yeah
Do you like that damn Milkshake song?:	yeah
What kind of posters do you own?:	avril lavigne
What is the theme of your room?:	weird
What color is your floor?:	blue
What is your favorite flower?:	Rose
What is your favorite car?:	eclipse
Favorite season?:	summer
Sick of all the favorite questions?:	yeah
Do you like to read the Rolling Stone?:	no
Do you like to roll?:	yeah
Do you like to get stoned?:	no i am not like that
Have you lied on any of the questions I have asked you?:	nope
Can you paint?:	nope
Can you draw?:	no
Do you do anything else other then take these damn surveys?:	yeah
I'm almost finished:	good
Are you glad?:	yeah
Do you have dial-up or DSL?:	dial up
Man, I'm running out of questions to ask.:	praise god
What time were you born?:	i dunno
Do you know your abc's?:	abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz
Can you count to 20?:	123456789101111314151617181920
Can you spell right?:	r i g h t
If not then your pretty dumb, cause its spelt right in front of you jackass:	well aren't u just lovely
Ok i'm done :/:	PRAISE GOD

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10:51pm: **-Hello-**
welp... I am officially short of a best friend.... I am about to start bawling.... I know its not my fault but I still feel guilty.. don't ask me why because honestly I don't have the slightest clue.... I think we are going to my granny's b-day party saturday I have to find someone to go with me because my ex-best friend is going to be there and I am going to be all alone with all the adults...*sounds thrilling* hmm yeah ok.... well josh is suppose to call tomorrow so I will ask if he can go... but if he can't then I dunno what I am going to do... because we were actually suppose to hang out saturday so he could see me but... well I dunno what we are going to do yet... I would like for him to go with me... but if he can't then there is always alicia...(lil_precious) she is like my sister...

**Anyway**

I am sitting here trying to get into this movie (28 days later) but it isn't working... it is actually pretty weird... but anywho.... I think I am going to go take some quizzes to put on here....... later......Desirea


**Love Alwayz**

Current Mood: silly

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2:00pm: *HEY*
well I woke up this morning drinched in sweat.... it is so HOT in here.. but anyway... i got sick of trevor agrivating me last night so i put him on my ignore list... and i deleted trista... so... no worries anymore... I don't have to deal with their crap and i refuse to even try.. so have a nice life guyz... well anyway........ nothing left to say... so I guess I will update later on when things are a little more thrilling... but heck my life is never thrilling lol.... nah just joking... later,
Desirea

leave em.....

*Love Alwayz*

Current Mood: cranky

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9th June 2004

10:32pm: *First Update*
Sup people... not a lot here... I just figured I would make a new LJ considering a lot of idiots like to bug me on my old one... I hate that don't you...?? well anyway... I came home from Trista and Trevors because well honestly they we being butt holes.. and I got sick of dealing with them... but newayz... I am sitting here talking to Josh Kilgore.. He added me I usually talked to him at Alicia's but I never thought he would come and find me... I am confussed... LOL... well anyway I am going to bounce later....
Desirea

Current Mood: bouncy

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